December 23rd, 2008 @ 6:39 pm Central
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Wow, it’s been a really long while since I’ve last updated this blog. I guess since I’m on break with school, I should utilize this time to work on my website again. Well, first and foremost.. Onii and I broke up. Yup, ’tis a shocker eh? We broke up a month ago.. which was heartbreaking at first, but I managed (with the help of Blooberry) ^__^” Things are going swell for me though. I thought things would get worse, considering the emotional break downs and what not, but with the help and support from all of my friends, I’ve been able to get back on my feet. On the lighter note, Onii and I are still close friends, so it’s not a total loss.
I’m a step higher to becoming more independent. Although I still depend on some things (emotions and what not), I’ve been feeling more.. free. I’ve purchased a car last saturday, and I feel GREAT! I got me an ‘08 Honda Civic LX coupe, and it’s awesome! I’m still working at that same job, and registering to school soon. A lot of responsibilties, but hey, I’m getting older now. I need to take care of myself hehe.
I’ve been talking to Blooberry, and he’s been helping me out with everything — emotional support and all. The guy really makes me feel… special. ^__^” I sure hope that he doesn’t turn out to be like the guys I’ve dated in the past, but only time can tell correct?
I’m still far from acheiving my goal in Squeenix though, which is my fault since I decided to allow myself to do poorly in a few classes. But that’s okay, I’ll just try again. It sucks that I’m behind, but oh well.. just gotta keep trying 
Well, I guess that’s all I can update for now, considering I’m at work, perhaps I’ll update more later? Happy Holidays
What do you do in tight situations? I’ve been thinking about that question for quite sometime and honestly, I still wouldn’t know. People say to follow what the heart wants. But what if the heart isn’t sure what exactly it wants? Right now I’m in a very tight spot where I have to choose what I want to do, and quite frankly, I don’t really know what I should (or should not) do. I’ve been trying to get advice from people, and sometimes these suggestions goes against want I want. Like again, my heart doesn’t know what to do. I’ve had time to think about this situation, and I need to give an answer ASAP — but how can I give an answer to something I’m not so sure of? I’ve been thinking and coming up with a lot of solutions and different scenerios to this. But I won’t know of any definite answers of how the outcome would be. How do you choose something when it all depends on what’s going to happen in the future? Is there a choice where I can just not depend on the future? I wouldn’t really think there’s a possibility to do something without taking in consideration of what’s going to happen when I make that choice. There are always consequences. *Sighs* Its such a disheartening matter, and I honestly don’t know how I should deal with it. As I ask again… What should a person do in tight situations where he/she has to critically choose what he/she wants.